I totally hear you! I’m on several different ones and was so upset with myself and totally spaced taking one of my main ones for almost 3 weeks then when I remembered I just started taking them! I didn’t even think about calling the dr. Now all I do is cry over everything lol I just feel like I have lost it. I messed up. In a way just wanna give up wait a while and maybe start over lol it’s like why why us lol
Bipolar one
My first manic episode happend in March 2020 I ended up half way across the country hiding in the woods . My car was stolen I lost my job then lost my house . I did manage to stay sober through it . This disease has cost me everything.
My psychiatrist treats
me but doesn’t label me. Not sure why but have come to realize
the label isn’t the issue - it’s the recovery. This has also made me ponder this question -
Would we be better off simply stating our names and we’re committed to recovery.
Is constantly stating our drug of choice productive. ?
Curious how you feel about this - I know it’s important not to forget but at what point does it really matter, we or myself simply had issues and used to ease the pain.
I have not yet had a response on this new format - please just say “hey” if nothing else. All opinions welcome.
Hey how are you.
Big polar depression and extreme anxiety I'm on meds for it and I'm making it sober not self medicating so yes I know how u feel