Don't let it stop you from doing good for yourself.
Can't control what other people do
Similar problems and relapsed did 13 years sobriety (bad #) just relapsed 6 months clean
They don't know the struggle and the will of power to maintain sober .. we all make mistakes .. let them be it's called ignorance . I'm proud of you 
STINKIN' THINKIN' get to a meeting the self pity will pass. Trust
This happened to me too. I struggled with addiction for 17 years. Thinking that was what pushed me away from my family. Nope. They never cared either way. I maintain my sobriety for myself though. It should always be for YOU 