Keep up the good work remember it will get better.
You will get there just stay involved and only then will the miracle happen.
It's easy to convince yourself it's OK. You deserve one after a hard day. Your grieving ...but it's not worth it and one is never enough!
I can play the tape out for you. I got wasted after my first death post sobriety. It was awful. Idk how I made it home safely. My ride was wasted, too. I'm lucky to be alive. Grief almost took me out.. I absolutely tail spun. Don't bypass all the feels. Find a grief share support group and grieve your dad. Grief will sneak up on your sobriety because Grief is a tricky B. It circulates different levels and it's easy to convince yourself you're fine even when you aren't. It's okay to be sad.
How are you?
How are you doing, Ronda?. Here for you.