Roy, get through today.
A lot of agains here. I’m not having fun anymore and hope to stop tomorrow.
Again well welcome again... dont keep coming back!
Stay
Its not easy but it is better
Way better
We ALL started with ONE DAY.
Thanks
Don’t beat yourself up. The real question you should ask yourself Are you sick? Of being sick and tired? It’s all up to you. For reasons only you know relapse is apart of your story it doesn’t have to be but it is. Go to a meeting, get numbers, find a sponsor, work the steps, journal. It’s a part of your recovery ❤🩹. It works if you work it. Don’t beat yourself up. Be kind to yourself, your honesty got you here it’s a start in a new direction. Good luck. One day at a time. You definitely have people here in the community that love you and care 
❤🩹
Thank you. I am going to a detox tomorrow am