I was 6 months and I messed up. It was so easy. I couldn't even send the smell of it. But I had one drink and I'm like everyday is a struggle again. Just holding back holding back. I don't get it like I made amends with so many people after so many relationships that I killed. Why is that not important enough on its own?
I have no common sense right now. I know how I feel is wrong but my body is telling me something else. How can I get them to connect?
It's like I'm obsessed that girlfriend. Nobody wants to be around
Let God take the wheel
Surrender anytime you feel anxious, worried, fearful, doubtful. God got you
We are powerless
Surrender is key
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You need to love yourself before you let anyone else love you. Everyday is progress.
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Add 1 part courage, 2 parts discipline and a ton of humility. When you think you added enough humility add a schlit ton more. Bake that at 350 for an hour. Have a big piece of that pie every morning, thank your highest power and go to meetings. Then you are well on your way to being a recovering alcoholic.
You just made me hungry but thank you. I appreciate you all. Love back
We are all here for you if you need to chat. My sponsor always say before you take that drink reach out to someone.
I will add you as a friend now. Just send me a DM. Iām here to listen!