Gimme the cope!

Exactly. Sometimes content is all you get - but always control. Great post and great work on doing so well!

Yes that is a very good man and I have a best friend and a lover as well good for you I can totally relate to the PTSD also in the nightmares I had those for many many years and PTSD from started when I was five years old when I started getting carried out of my bed and then later I have gone with it’s now my ex-husbandTo be rude however when we came back I had PTSD but yes I have a Lotta PTSD many things and I can relay but it gets better I realize the longer we stay clean even better gets everything better