Take it easy. I have been through it many. Times. The urges will go away. You did the right thing.
You've got this
I’m starting over again we got this
Do the steps or die! lol. Jk about the dying
You are too beautiful to destroy yourself.
I've tried controlled drinking many times but finally in October of 2014 it finally got so bad that I crawled back into the program of aa I was doing many meetings daily and by God's grace I'm coming up on 10 years YOU CAN DO THIS I KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS KEEP COMING BACK I love every one who is trying to lay down sober
Listening to sobriety podcasts have helped me tons. I can recommend several.
In the rooms is an online site that has meetings throughout the day some for men only and completely free it’s been a real help to me
Take it one day at a time
hi james … could you recommend a few for me? tia
Congrats Anissa, go to meetings whither in person or Zoom or both. You are not alone!
Mee too hang in there
You have to want to want it. It’s not easy. I understand. Wishing you happiness
Hi there HK
Some podcasts I like are:
The addicted mind podcast
Happiest sober podcast
Sober Friends
The way out
Recovery Elevator
Sober Powered
The Naked mind podcast
Addiction unlimited
Recovered Podcast
Dismantled life
These are a few I listen to regularly.
I find them informative, inspirational, and give me a sense of community.
Thank you … ill give them a try! always have my ear buds in! lol have great weekend!
You are taking an important step by coming on here for support. We build from there.
You got this, Bryan you’re not alone anymore 
Anissa I’m so sorry to hear you were struggling. Can you please share a little bit more information so we can try to give you some words and encouragement. From our experience strength, and hope on the matters you are struggling with.