Right, yeah I’m surrounded by gators, getting ready to hop on the bike to see my doc, I have to cross the St John’s River bridge, tons of gators out there beautiful ride bout an hour away be good bro, il hit you up when I get back, just keep smiling, can’t take that away from you! Talk later
Appreciate you man - thank you from the bottom of my heart - hope we speak soon
Hey Jon, a slip doesn't have to be doomsday. You have the desire, you can stay clean my man.
Well you need to put your SOBRIETY first not your job. AA has been working for 80 +years. You have to make a commitment to see it work for you. I'm in YEAR 36. It really does work if you work it. How bad you want it. Is the question
All that I could say is I struggle with drinking too but I will be praying for you bro I got you and give AaA another try because AA is always done me well, so just give it another try and try to listen and try to follow the steps because the steps got me out of my old habits so you got this bro Godspeed if u want to text me i be ur helping hand (513)405-2445
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My thoughts exactly 

recovery 1st or everything will be lost anyhow. The promises of the program are PROMISES for a reason and RARELY have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path. The life sobriety offers is there for the taking, for anyone who does the work. I’m thankful to God every day for AA. It’s THE solution for me 
Long as you don't give up on yourself. You will make it. 9166924572 you can txt me anytime.
Relapse doesn't have to be apart of your story anymore. It is a DAILY choice