Once you’re out of treatment the real work begins with the 12 steps and staying spiritually fed.
Living a sober life on life’s terms.
You're staying focused on reaching your goals and I applaud that. Use your values for building and maintaining motivation. It also sounds like you looked back at what happened and are working towards a new effective belief that you can keep going (ABCs). You're not alone in this.
Stay focused u got this!!
Thanks Shaak. Sometimes I think I’m not using tools but I guess I am. This time really feels different. I’m excited for the future.
Thanks Alyssa! Keeping pushing!
I've been there. Over time with practice it becomes more natural. Even when I felt like I haven't made progress, I can look back and recognize I have just as you are. Recovery is paying it forward so sometimes our feelings of growth come up from behind.
Sorry about your relationship sweetheart. Time will heal but the poisons we choose to cope only makes it worse. Hugs to you and stay strong 
Keep at it, keep working.
Lots of love and blessings
Thanks Vejaayy. I’m staying sober to build myself up and hopefully my relationship will find its way back. Keeping strong everyday!
Thanks Ed! I’m pushing along. Ran 11km today and 10.6km yesterday. Consistently running 6 days a week for just over 2 weeks now.
If your partner left, I am truly sorry that is a difficult pain to deal with in the first 90 days of sobriety. Second by second make minutes, minute by minute make days, day by day makes weeks, etcetera etcetera adnosium. Get a few years and have a close and strong support group and it stops being time and turns into love. I don't have much time this go round but I had 6.5 yrs last go and I actually discovered a whole me in that time, as that was my third actual attempt at recovery, been in meetings since I was 15 and I'm 41 and only the past 8 years have I actually tried to learn how to recover. I also just lost a 10 year relationship with who I thought was my soul mate. Talk about fweling lost like a fart in a fan factory. Message me anytime you want ill respond and just listen to you.