Ey Trev, where you been foo?!
Haha yoo! Taylor! Good to hear from you! Haha i dont know I got the ADHD so its hard for me to stay consistent with recovery based apps/support groups lol still sober! Just hit 2 years on June 24th how you been?
HeII yeah man, that's awesome!!! Congratulations survivor!.
I'm good man, hanging in there you know
Thank you thank you! And i know it brother, hangin in there myself lol
Good to see you still here.
Likewise! Just like a set of car keys, I’m always around 

I'm not a "God" person either. Not in the religious sense anyhow. I do believe in the universe though and that we are all a part of it and that's definitely bigger than self and we are all part of that bigger picture! My higher power is "us"
To me a higher power is just something bigger than yourself, maybe it something you think about that helps prevent you from picking up or using. I'm not a big god person myself.
I would pray about it. You'll find the answer.
My sponser did not believe in God per se but believed that there was something that was all knowing:spiritual but along the way of her recovery her journey changed. As long as you realize that you cannot control your addiction you can turn it over to anything