haha. Have no idea. If anyone ever figures it out, I'd really like to know!
I believe normal is in balance with my Creator and my world. I know for a fact that normal is NOT drinking until I pass out or blackout. It's not driving down the freeway going the wrong direction in a blackout; the waking up without a clue where I was and how I got there. Today, after quite a while in AA, I know how important balance is for my sobriety, my serenity and my spiritual health. 


Well you see it’s like…or it’s kind of…it’s when you…. Yeah I have no clue🤷🏻♂️
That is freaking awesome I like that

The best I can figure is being contender, being able to deal with life one way or another. Being a waste-o took me out of cintention.
There’s not normal there’s just life. The gratitude I get from God for delivering me from addiction gives me far more joy then if I never messed up and did everything right.
I’m trying to learn and discover exactly that. Let me know if you figure it out. 
What is normal? 
I am normal as I scratch my head looking in the mirror lmao 
