Yes that's the first thing I considered but I was not raised religious and I'm not even sure if I believe in God and I know a uses God a lot I've been told you don't have to believe in God believe in something else but I don't know and unfortunately there's no church in my little town that has a meetings which I find unusual because there's a lot of people who drink up here I have to do a drive to go but that's not really a big deal trust me it's been on my mind just to go and see what it's all about I need to help myself no one else is going to do it because there is no one else
Well I just actually looked at your profile photos little confusing I don't mean to be rude or racist but now I'm not sure if you're a man or a woman not that it matters because we are just talking I thought to help each other somehow but it would be nice to know