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Kristina please donāt disappear again. You came to this site for help. Tomorrow youāre going to get it. I have to sign off for a while. Iāll check on you in the morning.
Thank you Craig. Your help and kindness means a lot. I promise to hear him out tomorroe
Good deal be around tomorrow morning what coast you o. Kristina
Definitely here
East
Thanks
You can always text or call me
Out where
I txt that befor I read anything !! But befor I was going to write I didnāt want to offend any one buy saying uhhh
u canāt be asking is anyone is out thereā¦ā¦ I donāt know where is ur talking about what u forget we all kind of Atticās ship u can be talking about out side of the šŖ or mars
I donāt know
lol sorry u having a bad moment hope u get tho it n hope for a second u laugh at what I say
Are you looking for a Detox, treatment facility etc. or a shelter.. you can contact your local social services let them know your situation and they will offer up suggestions of possibilities.
Ego and pride at times will get us in bad spaces.. spaces that almost seem impossible to get out of but with a simple cry for help doors could and would open.
There is hope without dope 
During my few 24 hours of recovery Iāve been fortunate enough to get close with individuals across the United States, these individuals are in the recovery field as well recovery alone. If you feel comfortable enough message me and I will reply with contacts of wonderful women..
I say women because itās women that will save your a$$ men will grab your a$$ 
I heard a lady in recovery say that once and I thought it to be so true 
Not in all cases though.
Which ever you choose to do the ball is in your court.. now itās up to you if you wanna sit in the dugout or get in the game.
āThere is hope without dope.ā
We do recover 
Hello
Kristina, hi
I know how hollow it might sound coming from someone you havenāt met personally and only knows your story from an app, but I am here if you need someone to chat with.
Where you are right now sucks. I remember thinkingāfeeling in my gutāthat there was something so wrong with me that no matter what worked for other people, I somehow didnāt count and it wouldnāt work for me. That voice is bull$hit. Donāt listen to it.
It can take a while to find a good meeting, but itās worth it.
Keep letting us know how we can help. Youāve got people rooting for you. Donāt give up
alot of people are very active here
Where are you Kristina?
Always. Whatās on your mind?
Iāve been there 2000-2007. Now 14 yrs clean me, my husband and adult son.
We do recover
Hi @kristina126428 ! I pray that you got some sleep. I know how hard some days can be. Pls know that you matter. Lmk if you need to speak or just vent. God knows we all go through those days.