90 meetings in 90 days, the pain will lessen daily.
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Thank you your so nice it is a really bad cycle 
and it sucks but I’m trying really hard not to fall into temptation it doesn’t make it better when it’s at home and can simply grab but today I’m planning on throwing everything away and start new and yess we can talk id love that
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Thank you 
honestly I’m not even bored I just have so much energy I don’t know what to do with it it’s giving me anxiety 
it is my first time going sober after 11 years of this addiction
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Happy to be here for you, I just sent you a friend request! And boy do I hear that, part of me wishes I could do the same thing and get rid of everything in the house but my fiancé has a healthy relationship with alcohol and has a liquor cabinet so that’s such an easy temptation at the end of the night to go take a few swigs while no one is around. But, temptation will always be there so just something I need to work with. Night and alone time is the worst for me, message me and if either of us are having a hard time staying away from it tonight we can chat!
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I love that yess because last night l didn’t go to bed until 5am the worst night Eva 
I can honestly say honey, there is a way out. Jesus. His name his beautiful name is Jesus. I had a radical encounter with him last year and it changed my life. He set me completely free from drugs. Not only did he set me free but also showered me in his love and not only that but gave me eternal life. See why we use drugs is because we are trying to fill a void only HE can fill only Jesus only God can fill. I'm telling you sweetheart this isn't about a religion it's about a RELATIONSHIP with the one who loved you so much he died for you. I encourage you to read the gospel accord to matthew in the Bible. You can download this Bible app called you version and it's completely free. I really think it'll bless you honey. Jesus KNOWS YOU!! he literally loves you to pieces. It's absolutely beautiful the amount of unconditional love he has for you. He's not what religion paints him out to be he's literally so sweet kind funny loving and wants to be your father and best friend. When we give our lives to Jesus he fills us with his Holy Spirit who is our friend our comforter and is with us forever and is literally the bestest friend we could ever have. Please if you try anything try JESUS. amen sister you got this!
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It gets a little better every day!
Breathe
Call your doctor. You don’t want to get sober without medical attention!
If you feel called to get sober do it now! Do not wait. I kept saying I will do it at insert date then find an excuse not to do it. It took a major surgery for me to wake up and stop drinking. I was sober for 15 months. Then I relapsed December 2023-January 16, 2024. I am now 28 days sober. The difference this time is I didn’t admit I am an alcoholic before. This time I have and am getting treatment.
I wish you the best of luck. Sobriety is different for every single person!
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How are you feeling today?
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I feel the same way, really struggling too!
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Great job
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You got this
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My first two months were brutal
Abstinence from fetynal killed my body mind a soul but I’m back a year later now
It's going to feel like s**t. It's going to suck. Embrace the suck.
Hope you are doing better