I messaged ya
Ahh yes so you need anchor something to look back and remember who you were before all of this aswell as who you know you can be and what you deserve do you believe you can be better I know I can be better and my pride won't let me get back to the place I was in that dark place was no good for me and that life was not fun anymore I lost so much and I thought there's no way to start over but now I realize I can get all that back and more it won't be the exact same but but nothing is ment to last forever easy come easy go easy come again is what I think now what yes I'm super lonely now and bored outta my f-ing mind now but it won't stay that way I'm literally starting over even with friends and I'll be doing it again when I move to Arizona but I know I can do it if it was easy would it be worth it nothing worth anything comes easy I've always tooken the easy road it was always the wrong road cause it's a lie it seems easy but it's a dead end
The word alone, I just me and being alone is like the worst thing possible.
I also had an _ex addiction that was a lifestyle now it's been over a year and a half since I have never did I think I'd ever go that long but look at me now😊
Hold on sis day at time easy does it keep ur head up
Til I give up which I won’t I’ll always have my head up