I like working out early too.
Yes I suffer from ptsd ,trauma,abuse , the demons come about that time for me too writing in a journal , talking to someone, this shall pass it will
Yes Lina. Iām lucky if I get 3 hours sleep a night. Itās crazy but true. People say itās normal for a recovering alcoholic to go through but I didnāt think it was going to be this long. Stay strong my friend and keep fighting.
Oh yeah, the 3:30am brain gremlins. Classic. Itās like my subconscious sets an alarm just to remind me of every awkward thing Iāve ever done and throw in a nightmare for good measure. Since I quit drinking too, sleepās been⦠spicy. Youāre definitely not alone. those early hours can feel like your brainās throwing a horror movie marathon with no intermission. Hang in there though,each night gets a little easier, and eventually your brain realizes itās not invited to the 4am party anymore. Sending strength and sleepy vibes your way.
Turn those thoughts over to your high power and then put a soothing mediation on to control your thoughts before you go back to sleep. I been down this road also.
I still do from time to time. Sometimes Iām just awake at 400am and stay awake.
If Iām up I meditate and exercise (and have an extra cup of coffee!!) and let myself be calm and centered.
Still better than the hangovers and depression.
I do, not as much. Waking up early almost every day. Which makes for a really long day. Nightmares not as much. I put peaceful music on or sometimes asmr helps me fall back to sleep
Sorry to hear this.
Really great suggestions
There have been soooo many times Iāve experienced nightmares when Iām trying to get clean. Havenāt had any here lately though. But when they happen, I pray until I fall back to sleep; asking God to take them away.
Got 6 months notched yesterday and woke up early from a not new Josh nightmare this morning. Iāve talked about it in A.A. meetings and Iām told itās normal for it to go on for a while and to be thankful they are just dreams and recognize just that. Our brains our still healing from the years and years of damage we did to it. Gets better with time but I feel for you and youāre not alone!
Appreciate that!