That I completely understand. It’s okay though. It’s gonna be okay. Don’t be too hard on yourself. Haven’t made it passed 5 days in 4 years. It’s okay. 🩵
Understanding complete. Same with me struggle with pushing days far apart, I am working on
Hard, I don't pass 3 days in the past right now I haven't passed 18. Past. Kind of good.
Without help
I understand how you feel. But you can go AA meeting
Do you go to AA? I’m not really a let go, let God person.
Yes I can go to AA but there is only one, I don't like.
Be nice if I could go to different AA meeting
Need private
Same here with cocaine
Trust me I get it.
There’s always meetings
One day at a time right? 🥹
Yes
They actually have this website where you can buy sober trinkets, I bought myself a ring that says, one day at a time, you can also buy the sobriety coins too. Necklaces and other little daily reminders too. 🥹
That's how it goes. Your fighting that's what matters. It's so hard at the beginning. Your movement forward is the important thing. Good luck 
Only AA meeting that will provide an interpreter
Be nice if anywhere AA meetings, I would attention
The back and forth of it all is stressful too I think. A few good days then one nite back at it. The repetition is hard to break.