I wonder if that neuroses ever goes away cos I’m almost 4 years in and the crazy doesn’t seem to end ha. Luckily, I enjoy it now. Adds personality ha
I won’t touch mouthwash unless it’s alcohol free ha
Yes!! Mostly in dreams. Like I have a dream where I accidentally drink and then I’m panicked over the consequences and wake up all stressed out 
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Absolutely! I’ve learned to fully embrace the crazy and wear it as a badge of honor. The weird stuff that I think about makes me laugh now
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Those are the worst!!
Lol I think it’s a natural paranoia. I mean, we drank to probably numb down some of our anxious racing thoughts and now we don’t, so our brains might get carried away sometimes. 
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4 years, that's great! I think w a neurosis it's all gonna be triggered by stress or nervousness, for the most part. I was just like "man, it would SUUUUUUCK to grab the wrong cup after being a year plus sober 
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I think some of my anxiety fuels most of those thoughts. Makes us feel like things are going to happen that won’t actually happen. I think it’s perfectly normal.
I just had another one last night! Crazy! I drink in the moment, no pressure or anything, just normal setting and I then realize later, I drank! I freak out! Oh, and then I wake up so relieved!
I do have the thoughts sometimes. My mom and sister aren’t alcoholics but will have literally 1 or 2 drinks the most. And they drink vodka and tonics so easy to mistake for my drink of water when I’m with them. I stopped putting ice in so I can tell the difference