I am now 0 days clean again. i know i need to stay clean so i don’t get sent away again for 9-12 months this time. but i really just want to fake all the drug tests and just lie my way through.
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That doesn’t seem like a good idea…
yeah i know
I totally get it but you’ll just feel even shittier if you do that.
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I totally understand. But think of why you “need” to stay clean and cling to that
Getting and staying sober isn’t easy. You have to want it more than you want to drink/use. What happened that you were sent to treatment? Can you stop or control it? Did you have consequences that made you want to stop?
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This doesn’t mean everything you have achieved or accomplished
Is all for nothing. It all still counts. Pick up ur boot straps and keep it moving . Try again