Self sabotage is so brutal to endure. Having the will power to pull yourself out of the dirt over and over again is a super power that doesn't get enough recognition. I pray those who don't speak loudly of situations get the help they need, whatever that may look like. Never feel obligated to express yourself, either. Do what makes your life better, for you, 
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Truth
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To me being sober and spiritually alert in all my situations.i cannot let my guard down or show any kinks in my Armour of God. I now have the spiritual tools , spiritual experiences and spiritual awakening. I must continue in my walk of Faith..I've been locked up for 23 years and homeless for 14 years after that. Guard your heart sister
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Self-sabotage is the scariest thing I ever ever dealt with because it’s this impulse that I give into so quickly. I’ve gotten somewhat better about having the things to say to myself to yell myself out of it but I’m certainly not perfect and am just starting to string some days together. 
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Suffered self-loathing/hatred for most of my life. When living recovery it goes on the back burner for the most part, but when I get away from my recovery program -it comes roaring back!!!
Always puts my sobriety in danger 
often ends in a relapse/slip.
Point is: I need to stay on point w/my recovery program!!!
Sending blessings to all
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