10 days today and I feel so AMAZING! I fall right asleep and wake up with the sun. My problem was I could never just have one. I could go days but most often right around a week then I would spiral. I also used to abuse adderall and it’s like the two went hand in hand. I would ALWAYS drink after taking an adderall to “get stuff done”. Now I’m struggling with how to blow off some steam. That was my weekly release. I’ve become used to being an absolute reckless feral rodent on the weekends now everything I do to decompress is boring and mundane. Anyone else have trouble finding excitement? Or how to learn to love the calm?
In the beginning I did !! But staying “bored” for a bit opened my mind after a little while and now 7 months clean and sober I have a ton of new hobbies and no time for them all 
it’s a marathon not a sprint remember tho!!! 