Yes, today is 10 months completely sober and without any alcohol. My life is lower than it's ever been. Getting scammed as I did and losing everything, I feel, would never have happened had I been drinking instead of feeling on top of the world with so much confidence. Now I have nothing except pain and suffering. It seems to be the only thing I'm on this planet for. To be alone, broke, struggling to survive, my body falling apart, and my soul torn to shreds. How then have a remained sober for 10 months now? I really can't answer that. The only reason, I guess, is after 20 years of heavy daily drinking, I really just don't want to. Best wishes everyone!
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