11 Months Sober and Struggling

I’m coming up on 11 Months and having trouble with all of the things I used to use alcohol for like quieting my mind, boredom, loneliness, etc. I’m sticking with this because I really have no other choice. If I drink, I’m a goner. I just hope it gets better. Having a hard time building sober relationships. Meeting people at meetings but nothing seems to be “sticking”. Would love to meet a woman and not for why everyone would think. Obviously a physical relationship would be nice, but that is secondary to Wanting to connect with someone mentally, spiritually. I’m a lot more comfortable having deeper conversations with woman than with men. Hope this makes sense. I’m not usually one to post on sites, but I just needed to get that off my chest.

Good luck to everyone who is on this sober journey!