I have 11 months sober today. The last few days have been tough. I’ve had cruel cravings, and really been struggling with how I let go, allow a higher power to run the show and what and where the line is as far as standing up for myself in a life changing event.
Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today and went to an early morning AA meeting. It was exactly what I needed - I turned my entire day around and unphucked my brain as my sponsor says. For that I am grateful