14 days sober. I'm starting to relive my life. I been with a man for 7 years. We got together when I was drinking heavily. I didn't drink every day but, pretty close. I been working for the most part. He should apply for disability for years ago he was diagnosed with bergers disease. He only has 3 full fingers and multiple back surgeries. I been on him for 7 years telling him to apply for it. He does side work once in awhile. When I wasn't working he found ways to earn money to pay bills. I been just been feeling numb. I love him but, I have changed since we first met and I just find him lazy. He plays games on his phone but, can't make phone calls to try to get disability? Then, I think he goes does this side work and I think he drinks. I don't think I can deal with busting it at work and have someone that can't improve what he should be doing. Thank for letting me vent. Have a great day!
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Sorry to hear that. It’s quite amazing what we notice once we get sober. Your heart will tell you what’s best. Always look out for yourself first. Sobriety is #1