15 dry days. Going to AA. And had my second sponsor back out. I was bitter that “I’m putting in the work to do their assignments just for them to bail.” And then I remembered that it’s all been worthwhile to my recovery. I’m proud of them for making healthy boundaries to take care of themselves, and knowing when to say they need to make space for sanity and self-care. I guess today I learned a lesson in grace, too. People are allowed to have boundaries. And one of my fears as a sponsee is that I would be a burden to my sponsor or take up too much room. So I’m really thankful that they said something instead of silently resenting me, and validating my insecurity. 
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Wow great job.