I feel like my whole body is falling apart. I stay distant on this app sometimes because I’m scared I’m going to GINX myself to relapse. I get high hopes that everything is going to be alright. Then I feel like everything is falling apart and there’s no hope for me. The longer I’m here reminds me of how much I hate the city I was born in. Small town with judgmental people who have no life.
I just wanna be with my boyfriend again riding my bike 
. Finding new places I haven’t discovered yet in Houston.
