$2,215 in three vet visits. Most of which I owe now. Her regular vet which is low income is requiring a payment plan with a third party company that will take stuff out automatically which I can’t do. She got a surgery she basically didn’t need. She’s “fine” Except the anesthesia didn’t agree with her so she hasn’t slept yet and is suffering from the surgery. Which means I haven’t slept. The entire situation threw me back into my bad mental health state and I’m coping poorly.
I don’t know how to feel positive emotions right now. I only feel dread, panic, anxiety. Fear. Sad. Pain.
I had to cancel my appointments early next week. I’ll have to be here to monitor her. My mom isn’t capable of helping. It’s a struggle because she keeps trying to go where I can’t get her and her incision is in danger of reopening. Basically this is a me venting post. Feel free to ignore.