2 Cigarettes

Recovery
#1

I have 2 cigarettes left in my pack.

Today is the day I give to the universe this crutch.

A double handed smoker for decades,

I kept telling myself I'd quit when my life wasn't so chaotic or after my family member finally succumbed to her terminal illness.

Because I need something to get me through her departure from this world right?

I do need something I realized but not the very things that contributed to her terminal illness.

I need to connect on a deeper level with my Earth mother and Sky Father.

I need to delve deeper into the lessons and guidance from the Universe.

I need to connect with the life energy all around me.

I need to get back to the basics of who I was before the conditioning and gaslighting, before I allowed myself to drift away wallowing in self doubt and hiding my true nature with alcohol and drugs.

Today,
I am fearless.
Today I am going to B.R.E.A.T.H.E.

Today I am putting down these cigarettes.

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#2

Good luck! You’ve got this. Use the support that’s out there. Patches worked well for me. Talk to others who have quit about the feelings that come up. Remember that the first week will be the toughest but that it WILL get easier.

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#3

I’m so happy to be rid of that vice. Best decision before final decision to get sober again. Never stop trying your best every day :pray::+1:

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#4

You’ve got this and once you quit you feel so empowered quitting was the best decision I ever made you’ve got this!

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