Today makes 2 months sober from meth boy do i miss it i wont lie but to be present and sober is much better…
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Congrats! I missed it too, when I first got clean. At least for me, it's easy to remember the good/fun aspects and forget the horror. It sounds corny, but I used to use the old "play the tape through" a lot (still do on occasion), and usually, any thought of "missing" it quickly subsides. My sober life is infinitely better than the "party" life was.
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im a year in from m*th.. being near my mom has helped alot
congrats.. just remember.. the downsides.. Do you miss going downhill??
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At times I won’t lie yes but there is more better sober days then missing it
I am still using meth, and wondered how you quit, did you go to rehab, or is this something I can do at home. I live alone with my dog. I kinda need to know what to expect
Tbh I quit on my own with no rehab and just cold turkey I was doing it for over a year straight and just decided I needed to stop as I’m 4 months pregnant
Great job.
Please keep it up
Lots of love
Congratulations! I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss smoking a little of this and snorting a lot of that.... But I know where that will land me. And I like where I am sitting right now... it's comfortable, nobody is bothering me, and I am not surrounded by a bunch of chaos. Up until awhile ago I even would listen to the lie I'd tell myself that maybe later down the line I'll be able to do a little of this on a weekend or whatever, I'd be able to handle it more appropriately. I haven't gotten that far yet, and realistically, I know this is the dumbest suggestion ever, bc if I could handle it, I wouldn't be living in a halfway house surrounded by a bunch of ppl that drive me nuts. I just know today, I am not able to handle using any substances. I'm just not. Tomorrow is another day.