2 weeks clean, in a bad environment. Found my sister's bag of meth laying on the floor a few days ago and just handed it to her. Had a pipe put in my face and turned it down yesterday, but I'm so miserably tired and I need to get things done so I can move out of here. Went to her room just planning on taking a few hits, but she didn't have anything so I'm still sober, but unfortunately not on purpose. We live way tf out in the holler and there just aren't any real resources out here for people looking to stay clean. I need some type of accountability, some companionship. Something. Idk. I don't have any friends and I mean that. I never leave my house except to go to work. I just need something to get me through the next few weeks until I can get tf out of here. I really don't know what I'm expecting at this point.
