2 years ๐ŸŽ‰

Two years, seems like a long time and no time so much has changed, but also not a lot has changed. Life is clear I can see and hear things better. I have a better understanding of myself in my life. I still have a lot of hurdles to accomplish, but I have faith in myself now and it feels good to be on that path.

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2 years is great
Hopefully I can say that
(181 days)
Itโ€™s good to hear from successful people

Congrats! 24 months is a HUGE accomplishment! Keep up the AMAZING work!

Congrats :clap:t5:

I hit my bottom and didnโ€™t want to live like that anymore. To be honest I always thought Iโ€™d die high. But between my program and the people there and my bottom I donโ€™t want to go backwards again.

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Thank you. Itโ€™s huge for considering I havenโ€™t gone more than a day without drugs for 8 years straight. And on and off for 12 years before the 8.

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Thank you. :relaxed:

Way to go! Never gonna be a hurdle you canโ€™t jump with that attitude and faith in yourself! Never lose that faith!
We continue to find more peace and stability.. and itโ€™s beautiful to wake up with all this time.. and you realize the โ€œpromisesโ€ are happening for us, even when we doubt them and ourselves.

An old timer at my mtgs says if u write down 10 things ur life will be like in a yr or 5yrs or 10yrs and u keep growing in the program during that whole timeโ€ฆ. There is no way you can think big enough or good enough to accurately picture it

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Dm me

Congrats! Stay the course. Self doubt is replaced by self assurance. Together we can do what seemed impossible.

Congratulations young lady

Right on! Thanks for sharing. Howโ€™d you do it?

Congratulations :tada:

So good to hear the positivity!

@melissa316841 :tada::tada: CONGRATULATIONS :tada::tada: on your 2 years of sobriety.
The good part about sobriety is that we are given the opportunity to live two lives in one lifetime.

Melissa 1.0 was a train wreck and a tornado all in one.

Melissa 2.0 is a calm and functioning member of Society. Granted she's a diamond in the rough and a little rough around the edges yet over the course of time she will be shiny and polished.

You can do this my friend. I have faith in you. Keep up the good work.

Thank you. I still get to be a bit to hard on myself, not being farther than I think I should. But then I try to remember to speak better of myself. Iโ€™m taking on step at a time and thatโ€™s better than nothing.

Thank you. I try not to get too far into the future thinking, I either get overwhelmed and shut down or get upset with myself for not being farther than I think I should. However the longer I stay sober the longer I can think about the future.

Thank you. I honestly never thought Iโ€™d be here. I always said Iโ€™d die high just because I wasnโ€™t able to stay sober for more than a few hours. Getting sober felt impossible for a long time for me. Beating that feeling has been a big help

Honestly I hit a bottom. My life went from having a good job, being productive in my childโ€™s school, sports, every day life, paying bills, not having a lot of money but I could afford food, gas. At my end of 25+ years of using anything and everything, I was a junkie โ€œworkingโ€ for my plug so I wouldnโ€™t be sick. I found a methadone clinic and took it as seriously as I could. I hated what I had become and why I had done to myself and my relationship with my daughter. I honestly never thought Iโ€™d get and stay sober, always said Iโ€™d die high. But seeing how I was going to end up with absolutely nothing, and no family. I fallow my program to the T. The beginning was har, I was filled with emotions I hadnโ€™t dealt with for a long time. But between my clinic program, my meds, and being able to spend time in nature has helped me heal a lot. I donโ€™t believe in God itโ€™s just not my thing personally but I do believe in finding a higher power to help you. Mines Mother Nature, I do a lot of hiking and nature photography. You can message me if youโ€™d like to chat more