3 days in, feeling clear but just anxious because my life is upsidedown!
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I was told Rome was not built in a day. I created a wreckage wake like a humongous Royal Caribbean cruise ship! And just like the Titanic i can't make that puppy stop on a dime and say "Hey I'm sober for 7 days! Why you all still mad?" After a few short 24 hours, I still had...
A mad (now ex) wife
Debt collectors calling
An employer who put me on an improvement plan
Embarrassed friends
In laws (now ex) that hated me
Parents that didn't tr7st me
Someone read me "The Promises" and at first I had no clue what was said, or why it was read to me. So I was told to read them daily and if i needed a dictionary to get one to help with comprehension.
Life is still full of lows, and highs and there are days I enjoy the middle. Today I have the tools to cope and make better decisions (i still make a few bad ones). It has come working a program of recovery one day at a time.
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