When I went to rehab, I left after the first 48 hours. I wasn't ready and nor did I care. All I wanted was to drink and if I died, oh well. I almost did...
Four people pushed and encouraged me into going back. My aunt being like a mother and knowing me best, pushed the hardest and because of her I have 7 years and 3 months sober.
Everyone's sober beginning is going to be different and difficult.
Start your journey and walk your own path...