looking forward to moving forward without booze. last time i did 30 days, i was counting down to being able to drink again (sober september last year) instead of counting up for my life. it’s definitely a different mindset. 
i got here with many many zoom meetings through the satanic temple sober faction, secular aa, smart recovery,
and the occasional traditional aa in-person meeting in my neighborhood.
it’s boring and frustrating and lonely at times, but my bipolar bpd anxious adhd brain is happier (or at least less angry/upset) and i have learned (and am still working on…) that not everything has to be fun and exciting. and i don’t need to be pickle rick.
