Maaaaaaan, words cant express on how grateful I am to say, I AM 30 DAYS SOOOOBER!! It was a hard and challenging month to get to where I am. I gotta thank my High Power Jesus, my AA group, all my friends, family praying for me and a sponsor who came sent by God and my spiritual restoration process dudes!!
I had a few times where I could have relapsed. A few issues that arose, where I could have let those issues, feelings and negative emotions have me relapse.
BUT GOD
Rich in His mercy, was there. He provided me the strength and ability to press on and forward! I thought to myself, "If I drink, I do not know what the heck would happen!" To relapse would have been a big blow to my dignity.
The Lord gave me the strength to buy a beer, take a video and some photos for a future book called "Booze-less". Without even thinking of saving a few drops for me to drink. It was an awesome moment. (The vid and photos taken July 23!, wow)
All I can say is, God has granted me this serenity that I know I could not do it on my own. I am grateful and look forward to the next minutes, days, months and year coming on July 6, 2025.
Lord, grant me the serenity for the things I cant change but to allow you to change it. For the courage to allow you to change the things that can. And for your wisdom for me to know the difference! In the mighty name of Jesus, the ultimate sustainer and redeemer, amen!
