30 years a slave cannot quit smoking crack - hard to admit as it has such a negative stigma but keeping it in the dark from others just feeds the shame -
i am going to try anew after a binge yesterday and today i am sitting on the bed of girl who has my car and has left me stranded once again
- i need to finally get clear of this b.s. - will start by blocking deleting phone numbers which hard for me to do - as soon as my car returns i will block and delete hers - strong trigger as tied into physical as well just have to eliminate this option
So once more here i go trying to battle a tank with a pitch fork