323 days of sobriety and nobody to enjoy it with. Just stay home and do the TV thing. Kind of afraid to go out because of the temptation. Out of my boundaries
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What about your home group? Your sponsor?
WE must have a plan of action IF we are to recover from a seemingly hopeless state of mind, body and spirit.
I encourage you to attend an in person AA meeting everyday.
Dive into all 12 steps with a good sponsor.
Read the first 164 pages of the Big Book
WE must get out of our comfort zone and build connections with other recovering people.
Best wishes 
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Go to meetings go early and stay late.
Meet the guys, make friends. People in AA do fun things. You’re cheating yourself if you don’t join in.
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On the flipside, could be any number of days drunk with everyone in the world to be miserable with. Really, but not really. Do as suggested above! Meet friends in sobriety, involve yourself in recovery life, do meaningful stepwork with a sponsor who has something you want. Do it all 1 day at a time! 
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I have been in recovery on and off for many years, but my physical pain has been off the chain. I just got out of a 33 year relationship and now I am in my own place, but I feel stuck because before I could drive myself to meetings and get help but now I have no transportation and I’m very depressed. I have played with this for so long that I know each time I use I lose my head is a mess. It’s insanity. All I know is don’t wait till your body breaks down and you can’t do the things you used to do because it will kill you and it does get worse never better and I’m having trouble with that because I have to take something for the pain but once it’s in me, it’s insanity in my head and I know this the last time I was in sobriety I said I couldn’t do this again but here I am I was in a wheelchair for three well since Covid and had to have a total hip replacement on top of that I have chronic pain mine all started in a dentist chair. I didn’t know anything about the Addiction at the time. I just wanted to be out of pain. I need a sponsor someone I can hold accountability to so I’m reaching out if there’s anybody up there that’s willing to sponsor a 67-year-old woman I’m ready to go. Please reach out.
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