I knew that after last weekend passed I was going to quit. I even took a mini trip to have my last “hurrah” and even that was on the light side. It’s been easier than I could have ever imagined. A few weeks ago I didn’t even think this would be possible. I keep thinking of myself as a wobbly table and someone finally put something under one of the legs to make it stable. Idk what the heck the “something” was in real life. I think maybe I was just exhausted of drinking…..like I’ve finally had my fill or something…after all the crazy situations drinking has gotten me into, it was finally nothing in particular that halted it….it’s really strange.
Anyways the original point of my post was to say that today was boring, slow and lonely but uncomplicated so I accept this new normal, uneventful is good. Back to Seinfeld now 
Side note: not saying everyday will be like this, I will definitely struggle. Also, not trying to downplay anyone having a hard time, this is just my current experience. Thanks for reading.
