4 days sober after losing my job, embarrassing myself and hitting what feels like rock bottom. Going through waves of misery and it’ll be alright. Knowing now I can choose my next steps and start over feels great, but also keep replaying my mistakes in my head and it hasn’t been easy.
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Get some sober time. It will get better. You gotta push past the breakers, before you get to calm seas.
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It’s great you have a positive attitude about starting over and choosing sobriety. Try to relax and don’t beat yourself up too bad. Everybody has embarrassed themselves in one way or another. We’ve all had moments we are not proud of. Just keep pushing up the hill, keep reaching out, find support however u can. You’re in good company here. Wishing you peace 
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