4 months clean/sober from all mind altering substances,(besides coffee lol), today!!! I’m grateful I made it here. Today, I am present in all things! If I am talking to you today, I am listening to you as well, and thinking about what you and I are talking about. Before, my mind was fixed on finding the ways and means to get more over all things/people that I love. Last night, I had a group conversation with my son and his girlfriend, they are expecting my granddaughter in August. We are planning for a shower this Saturday. I am in this moment, and I realized that and cried tears of joy!