40 days sober. Positive - I haven’t drank and physically feeling great. Mentally - I think I have to constantly remind my self this takes time…readjustment period and a new way of life to embrace and enjoy. I’ve been on a few sober dates and I’ve had a good time without alcohol I didn’t want to give up dating until I was a year sober or anything BUT I have noticed despite physically feeling myself, mentally I’m still impatient caught up in my own thoughts where maybe that 1st beer or two mellowed me out. I live alone and don’t have too many friends I see in person mostly old buddies from school or hometown so I do feel like going through this alone has let me mind wander a bit. Sorry for the rant happy 40 days sober but yeah need to practice patience, learn from mistakes and trust the process.
