44 days sober, finally a weekend off. It’s been an emotional morning. Just thinking how much damage I’ve done. I lost the love of my life, trust, made an a fool of myself, etc.. I was trying to self medicate cause of my anxiety and depression. It did work for awhile till I hit bottom. Then lost everything. I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself for the damage I’ve done. Feeling emotional. Sorry, nobody really to talk to about this that understands.
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You have to learn to forgive yourself... its hard but also much needed... congratulations on your 44 days keep that sh!t up!!!