46 hrs with out using.
Why does time move so slow
It will for a while but trust me, after a month you'll be saying "wow, has it really been that long!?!" Congratulations for the first 46!
You are now experiencing every moment compared to when you use and numb out so much of that lost time. Find people that will help teach you how to laugh again. I was terrified that i wouldn't have fun sober but one day at a time surrounding myself with members of 12 step program and working the steps made me realize i was the cause of my own discomfort. They will say stick with the winners which was hard to understand at the beginning... Is that people with a lot of time... Maybe. Is that people that sponsor others... Maybe what has worked for me is sticking with the people that laugh out loud in the meetings and learning how to enjoy life on lifes terms not my own.
That's some great insight . Thanks