I hate restarting from the very beginning. I hate that feeling of failure. It just keeps hitting me over and over again. I just want to stop starting over. I wish everyday it got easier
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It's okay. Just keep getting back up.
Do you have a sponsor? Go to meetings?
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Thank you
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I have started over so many times and have felt that. You are starting over again though, some people never do. Next time you want to use remember how you feel now, it’s not worth it!
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You got this ! Starting over means you care to be better ! We are better!
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I felt the same way Elizabeth. But I'm sure thankful that I kept starting over. I finally strung together 16 months sober and going to meetings. Didn't know starting over could feel so good. I just never gave it enough time to work before. You're definitely not hopeless. I'm proof of that. You can do this too!
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