6:18 going for a walk before I go back to work in over two weeks. Worst thing about my life is I can screw around and ;;;; off and make up for it in a solid week of hard work. Imagine what I could do in 4 weeks of it. The deal for me in my brain it’s programmed work hard play hard and don’t know any other. I recognize the issue and know the difference. Just can’t apply it..??
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My brain is wired this way as well. I’ve realized that the planning and nervous excitement of being able to drink and do drugs after working hard was completely steering the ship through the work week. It’s a never ending cycle but really it’s a single state of planning, f*cking around, and recovering. I’m not sure I have any advice about this since I’m just starting my journey here but just wanted you to know I hear you, see you, and support you!
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