8 days sober...so much time for reflection and looking in the mirror and hating what I see...all the horrible things I've done and said while drunk. All my selfish awful shyt. All the wasted time. It gives me some motivation to stay sober and breaks my heart and makes me want to give up at the same time
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Do not give up, I hated myself for so much in the first few days. Your emotions are out of whack, just remember that your body and mind need time to heal and alcohol will not fix anything. You can do this! Use the motivation you’re experiencing and push forward, try to occupy your time as best as possible!
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I felt this deep. Looking in the mirror sucks and taking accountability for one’s actions honestly drunk or sober is HARD. Sigh.
Take pride in the fact that you are putting in the work, and always remember. Odaat
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