A couple close people in my life recently relapsed. One of them has to spend the next 6 months locked up due to a dui and driving without a license. I beg everyone to not use. Call your sponsor, a friend, a hot line, or attend a meeting. Do whatever you can to avoid picking up again.
It is all on themselves.
I just experienced this after getting out of rehab. One of my girls i met there overdosed the day she got out and passed. We didn’t find out until a week later or not answering us and we grew concerned and reached out to the family. This was a huge eye opener and realization that we WILL DIE OR BE IN JAIL. I value my life now and feeling the feelings i felt when this happened was really hard for me. I never had female relationships and I really had a lot of good memories with her being in rehab. I know she would be so proud of me and all of her rehab sisters staying strong for her and staying sober through ALL OF IT. I know how you feel if anything. It’s hard but a true test for my sobriety to actually deal with it in a healthy way .