Today. Oh man, Today. The hardest test of my over 2 years of continuous sobriety. Stressor, triggers, and hits I took on Today have really taken a toll, but I did not drink.
It was a truly terrible day, compounding until I finally just had to jump in the car and drive off. Just drove. For almost 2 hours, I randomly drove around to get out of that environment.
But I didn't stop anywhere and I did not drink.
The one bright spot, the only bright spot, is that I know if I can get through THIS day, I can do any others.
Now, I just wait for tomorrow. Tomorrow will be better.
