Lucky, anxiety, brave, dumb, depression, hurt, doer, learner, avoidance, adrenaline, poor choices, embarrassed, shame- doesn't work, self honesty, pride, performance, weakness, busy, unaccomplished, over compensating, codependent, normalizing, expensive, example, help!, listen!, okay to not be strong, control, freedom, ptsd, escaping, facing, hiding, sick, fat, unhealthy, world, comedy, caring, friend, mother, appreciate, reaching out, night vs day, this has got to stop.